im back from mexico

it was a great trip I made friends I shall never forget and shall always look forward to seeing again.

more thoughts

Sin in my life stops me from seeing God as fully as I can which leads to sin being more apealing and then it just keeps going in circles sin is defeating by longing for God I will trust that leaving sins behind will deepen my desire for God.

The start of this Blog some thoughts

Jesus, a man who was God and man and God at the same time walked on the same earth the im on now. Its hard to get but He died for me so I would no longer be bared from Him by sin. My life now is changed my mind no loger works the same way because of His spirit living in me. Yet sin still has a little kick left in it causing me pain. Jesus wants us. yes Jesus wants our hearts our souls our minds and our strength too. He doesnt want us to be good or not be bad. to have lots of friends or be perfect for Him. We cant do any thing except give our selves to Him. A father who cares who calls sinners out of darkness to be with Him in light. There is a way of living that starts when we die to sin and are brought to the light. a life that must be lived by faith IN Jesus alone. that inculdes fighting sin and seeking holyness. everything comes down to Jesus faith in Him and sin comes down to not having faith in Him. I have been crusified with Christ it is no longer I who live but Christ who lives in me, and the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the son of God who loved me and gave himself for me.